I have a little jiggle to my belly, but nothing I will lose sleep over– if I slept. Honestly, I’m ok with my appearance, I’m fantastic in regards with my relationship, and equally so with my parents, my sister. and brother-in-law. I am always there in times of everyone else’s absence. I have no issue with being the last reserve or the last person to contact…. I don’t even have a cell-phone.
To curtail this nonsense that I created:
I am a crazy person who doesn’t take their medication. I have not, and my therapist knows this, for months. I knew that I have no health insurance. I made a conscious decision to taper off and I was successful at that. With my parent’s insurance it was 40 dollars, roughly, a visit. Now…. add one-hundred…. and that’s what it is. So, it’s better to self-harm than be helped by others. (by the way– I am not harming myself)
In the Netflix original hit show “Orange is the New Black,” one of the characters states….”I Love you, and I fucking hate you” I think that’s probably how most people will view me.
Sometimes waiting is the most important element of a game or competition. It’s been twelve hours. The dog has been walked and all is good here. I I still have this tantalizing sensation on the tongue. My throat is yearning for freedom because I have been completely close-lipped for the aforementioned amount of time
My little bird heart does not get truly broken that often. If it goes a bit aflutter , as was the case here, it is been a month I’d like to never rehash. all else will fall further from the tree.
I regroup, re-ruffle my feathers and strive to fly again. That is who I am. It has been a rough month. It’s bee been a mongooses who never cn catch the cobra.
My hands atropy in a lapse of potassium injections, but my brain and neuron waves are still in tact; I never proclaimed to be smart. I can help you with crossword puzzles. I will be the annoying kid yelling no matter what game.
This is not an active di-invite. I just want everyone to know 🙂